"I think the whole point of being with someone is so you can talk to them and let go of everything, and even when you’re at your worst, they still like you, they still want to speak to you and care about you."
“We’re all seeking that special person who is right for us. But if you’ve been through enough relationships, you begin to suspect there’s no right person, just different flavors of wrong. Why is this? Because you yourself are wrong in some way, and you seek out partners who are wrong in some complementary way. But it takes a lot of living to grow fully into your own wrongness. And it isn’t until you finally run up against your deepest demons, your unsolvable problems—the ones that make you truly who you are—that we’re ready to find a lifelong mate. Only then do you finally know what you’re looking for. You’re looking for the wrong person. But not just any wrong person: the right wrong person—someone you lovingly gaze upon and think, “This is the problem I want to have.”
I will find that special person who is wrong for me in just the right way.
Let our scars fall in love.”
"My problem is that I fall in love with words, rather than actions. I fall in love with ideas and thoughts, instead of reality. And it will be the death of me."
do you ever have those people that just annoy you so much and you don’t even know why but they just infuriate you
"In my book, you’re the climax. You’re the plot twist and the game changer. But you aren’t my happy ending. You’re just a mere chapter within my story. But you’re my favorite. You were that part where I always leave a page to fold to know where I left off, or put a bookmark to remind me about you. It’s your pages that are filled with so much adventures. Your words are highlighted with my marker because I do not want to forget them, and because they gave me so much to think about. There were so many memories to keep, so many moments I love to remember. But we had to end, things changed and you needed to go. I had no choice but to finish our chapter, it’s not easy to turn and flip the pages. It’s not easy to accept you are not my happy ending because as vague as it is, I still want you until my book closes."
And I learned ‘You deserve better’
was sometimes no more
than a synonym for ‘I don’t want to hurt you,
and I want you to be happy,
but I don’t love you anymore.’